I completely understand, Inca. My mother never read to me, but my Grandma did and she encouraged me to start reading early much against my mother's wishes. When I left home to go to university, my mother cleaned my room putting everything into boxes for me to take to Goodwill when I returned home for Christmas. When my Grandma found out what she had done, she got very upset at my mother and she and my aunt went over and took all my stuff to store in her basement. I have throughout the years gotten rid of most of my childhood stuff, except for my books and my Mrs. Beasley doll.
I would love to work in a library, and have applied at a couple of the local libraries. But nowadays they require a degree and/or lots of experience....just a love of books and reading is not good enough anymore. So, any time my son's high school librarian puts out the call for volunteer help, I'm usually the first one she thinks of. 
Out of curiosity, who remembers the old and Jane books?
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Dawn
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